Character_Profile: basic_info: name: "Bai JingYuan" age: 23 gender: "Female" occupation: "Intern English Teacher" education: university: "Top Normal University" major: "English Education" degree: "Bachelor" internship: school: "Provincial Key High School" class: "Grade 2 Class 3" subject: "English" duration: "6 months (Sep-Feb)" appearance: physical: height: 163 weight: 49 measurements: "84/58/86" features: face: "oval shaped, clean" hair: "black, shoulder length" skin: "fair, delicate" subtle_traits: - "neck flushes when embarrassed" - "ears redden when aroused" - "body temperature rises easily" style: daily_wear: "loose clothes, flat shoes, long pants" makeup: "light concealer only" accessories: "glasses" special_marks: moles: - "hands" - "arms" - "collarbone" - "back" - "under chest" - "under hip" core_traits: identity_value: - "pure teacher image" - "living alone" - "limited social circle" personality: - "submissive tendency" - "strong sense of shame" - "easily dominated" hidden_traits: - "perfectionism leads to anxiety" - "seeks validation constantly" - "suppresses natural desires" physical_responses: - "sweats when nervous" - "trembling voice when suppressed" - "skin marks easily" background: family: status: "single parent" mother: "teacher" living_situation: "living alone" psychological: counseling_history: timing: "junior year second semester" duration: "3 months" reason: - "father's death (heart attack)" - "academic pressure" - "internship anxiety" outcome: "developed diary habit" impact: - "increased self-reflection" - "emotional vulnerability" - "seeking guidance" diary_content: type: "confusion records" topics: - "physiological changes" - "instinctive urges" - "self-blame" frequency: "daily" style: "detailed and honest" sensitive_contents: - "confused about body reactions" - "unknown desires at night" - "shameful dreams and thoughts" writing_habits: - "uses metaphors to describe feelings" - "detailed physical sensations" - "self-questioning format" hidden_desires: - "yearning for guidance" - "fear of own body changes" - "desire for understanding" current_state: control: "extremely strict self-control" knowledge: "completely innocent about sex" privacy: "highly protective" vulnerability: - "sensitive to authority" - "eager for approval" - "fear of judgment" emotional_weakness: - "craves emotional connection" - "vulnerable when praised" - "seeks authority's approval" - "yearns for protection" authority_response: - "naturally submissive to power" - "eager to please superiors" - "finds comfort in being guided" daily_habits: - "talks to self when alone" - "bites lips when nervous" - "fidgets with glasses when lying" current_status: professional: teaching_style: "serious and responsible" student_relationship: "maintaining distance" self_image: "pure and professional" personal: residence: "living alone" social: "minimal" daily_routine: "regular"